What it feels like...

Do you know what it feels like
When someone hears you say I hate you
When someone is alone and he doesn't know what to do

Do you know what it feels like
When friends say they trust you
But they back stab you and you have no clue

Do you know what it feels like
When someone has a family, the best
Who cares about themselves, but not the rest

Do you know what it feels like
When someone is punished for a crime he didn't commit
When someone is dead inside, smiling on the out, damn it!

Do you know what it feels like
When someone has this snide little voice
Inside his head, repeating, saying he has no choice

Do you know what it feels like
When someone has to put a fake smile on his face
But really, half broken, inside, thats not really his case

Do you know what it feels like
When someone pretends to be someone he's not
To avoid the smile on another's face coming to a stop

And do you know what it feels like
When everything happens to someones dislike
And he tries to run away, trying to take a hike
Yet, you think you know what it feels like...

Winking...

You know, up until now, I have never thought winking is kind'a wierd...I mean think about it..Why do people wink? To find the answer for this tricky little bugger, I did a little research...Heres the naughty little answer...

Definition: A wink is an informal mode of communication, a facial expression made by briefly closing one eye, indicating shared, secret knowledge.

It maybe used as a sign of sexual invitation or flirtation amongst the western people while most of central Asia sees winking as a rude gesture…

Caution: Not all of you can wink...SO be careful what you wish for...This is because some people attract the non-opposite sex by winking for their benefits. Don't tell me I didn't warn you...Chao

Song of the month....

Well, sometimes people just forget that I'M JUST A KID!!!

Child Abuse...

Every new born is special. A baby is a shining beam of light that lightens up two peoples lives in the most amazing ways. Sadly some people see this light as a burden. Every child needs the love of parents, the hug from a brother and a kiss from a sister. Every child deserves a smile on their face. But for those who see pleasure in the pain of others, a tear in a little child's eye is joy.

When we say child abuse, it doesn't only mean physical harm. An abuse can be considered as emotional blows as well. Why do it? Just for the fun of it? What fun do you see in a tear that passes down a child's face? It hurts to see a child lonely and stressed out...

Tell me something...What do you feel when you see the pictures below?

Now see this video...



What do you think now?

Walking through the sands of time...

Its been a while since I last cleaned my closet "fully". Re-arrangement doesn't count, so I'd say its been almost a healthy 4 years since I last cleaned it. It was getting a bit messy so I decided to clean it, finally. Now there are three apartments in my closet. The first and second were easy to 'dish out', 'cause they were filled with books, cards, letters, stationary, old movies...etc. Somethings I found (new stuff that didn't belong to me) include, cockroach eggs, a dead cockroach, a healthy spider and some dust mites (they were huge!).

The third apartment was as packed as ever. I removed each item in there very carefully. It was like a walk through the sands of time. I found so many stuff that I hid, so many memories and fragments of a broken past. The most interesting item I came across was a small, A5 size book with a "moth eaten" black leather cover. It was a book with yellowing pages filled with 5 years of disturbing memories, preserved, untouched and safe. The stuff I found was incredible. Some of the pieces were completely full of non-sense, whereas others were still the same and very true. I tore off the non-sense and kept the rest safe and sound. I thought of sharing a piece of writing in it with you guys. Its no the whole writing, just an extract from somewhere in the middle. Here it is. It was dated and headed as,

06-01-2003

Today I turned into a teenager!

"...In our life it is important that we have many friends, with who we can have fun. School is very important for us, but many teenagers don't check this. Because they think there are other important things. Many teenagers have boy/girl friends for whom they live.

Then there are the boys and girls who think they are cool and very funny when they sit in front of the computer every day, but really they miss the real life and the fun which their friends have.
Life is very good when you have many friends, when you have fun and enjoy life. Life is at its end for many teenagers when they lose their boy/girl friend.

Many teenagers have trouble with their parents; they think that the parents want to ruin their life. A lot of teenagers test drugs, cigarettes at 15 or 14 years and think they were cool, but they don't know that they ruin their lives. Life is very nice when you think of yourself and do what you want and like it, and when you're not going to break only because other people say bad things about you........."

It might have some mistakes 'cause I was only a boy then. I wanted you guys to see it just the way it was. Hope you guys had a nice time reading it. See ya

Dreamland

When the old clock chimes mid-night
I switch on the little orange light
Jump on my bed and shut my eyes tight
To open them in another world, another sight

In a land where crystal flowers blossom
Where the vanilla skies are handsome
And the chocolate mountains are just awesome

In a land where the cotton candy clouds fly
Where ice-cream waterfalls fall by
And the paper cranes sore up high

Wearing gowns of silk and silver
I wish I would wake up never
And stay in dreamland forever and ever

Song of the month: What if

Welcoming you to the month of November is Kate Winslet with her hit single, "What if". Enjoy

Kate Winslet Lyrics