I'M BAAACCKKK!!!!!!

Holaring to you all from Nepal, finally, after a month of hard work I have broken through those barriers which tried to keep me away from my readers. I apologize for the "lambaaaa" duration it took. Anyway the first post in Nepal, (my heart is racing, so much to write, don't know where to start from). OK, ok..

Nepal is a mountain range country with unbelievably kind people who suffer alot due to political revolutions and influence of India. I landed in this beautiful country on the 24th of January 2009 and reached my new home town, Bhairahawa late that night. Firstly I was alone and knew no one. So the first day I had three apples for breakfast, lunch and dinner. It was very cold then.

I met some friends on the 28th of January when first I attended class. I didn't know what was so special about me, the Nepalese boys welcomed me like their own brother. They taught me the rules and dressed me like a Nepalie so that I was safe. I can't thank them enough for that. After that I was welcomed by ghosts on the third night, but thats another story...

So far, I have got my visa and found this rural town quiet peaceful and easy to live apart from poor internet and mobile services. I do miss home, family, friends and Naruto so much. I'm currently in a cyber but am planning to get my own connection as soon as possible.

I also met this girl who looks so much like Ziusha. She actually looked at me and smiled and there definitly was a spark. Yet again, thats another story so I guess you'll have to wait for it.

Finally coming to my studies, MBBS is not as easy as it sounds, 8 major subjects and 18 sub-classes to study this year. I have a lot to do and a lot of preparations before April 6th because there is an internal exam on that date. Practicals are starting next Monday and in the first class we have to examine dead bodies. NAKED bodies..hehehe..I have lost a lot of weight and have some pics which cannot be updated due to poor computer services here. But, I promise I'll find a break through and update it...Until next time...

Cross roads of destiny...

I’m leaving pretty soon and I just thought I’d share something with you guys. I’m pretty nervous and excited about going and at the same time I can hardly imagine how much I’m gonna miss everything here. This is my home, where I was born and raised, educated and where I have friends. I never actually thought that this day would come so quickly. I’ve learned a lot here, I found love here and though nothing has been perfect, I learned to smile through those imperfections.

I have been hiding something from you guys and I’m sorry that if anyone feels that I should have shared this with them earlier. The truth is, since a very young age, I’ve always wanted to run away. Problem is I never actually knew why or where to. Funny isn’t it?

However, now I do have reasons and I guess I’ve got a place to go to. I want to prove myself, test my limits to see what I’m capable of. I want to re-discover myself, experience new things and to feel what it means to color ones dreams. I’ve always felt that here at home, someone or something, I dunno, suppresses me somehow, you know, stops me from reaching the stars.

Then again, when I ask myself what is the purpose of all these dreams, the purpose of going through some stupid training or something, I go all blank. It makes me laugh when I end up at a closed road with a tall brick wall saying “dead end”. Can’t help thinking that I’ve got to break through, spread my wings, fly high up into the sky and soar through the clouds. Sounds like a Disney cartoon right? Anyway with so many answers to find and so much knowledge to gain, I’m not going to fritter away this opportunity which I got thanks to almighty Allah.

I’ll keep you guys updated through my blog about this whole new journey which I’m going to undertake starting 24th this month. I don’t know when I’ll be posting the next post, but do keep in touch. So with tears of joy in my eyes, I say “bismillah” and start walking towards the boulevard of destiny. I’ve already started missing you guys…

Song Dedication...

To my best friend,




To my dearest popsy,





To my dearest Swyts,




To my dearest Bubbly,




To all my "parliament" friends,



And to all of you put together,

A totally "obi" song!

("obi" means awesome in Dhivehi) This is a fantastic song...But I dedicate it to no one, 'cause I have no one to dedicate this song to...Hope you guys enjoy...

06 - ONE - 09'

The day might have passed, but I sure will treasure every moment of that day. It was one of those days that rarely come by. I'm n longer 18, my friends made sure t make a point out of that. Hmmm....19...It feels like...I dunno...I can't express my feelings with mere words.

When I became 18, I let out all my feelings under the setting sun, standing on a rock beached in the lagoon. When I became 19, I wanted to do something new. So I actually decided to be just me for the day, simple, quiet, doing something useless and away from other people. But, my friends had something else in mind.

Just as the same as last year, they gave me a surprise party, which of course was master minded by non other than Ads, my best friend, popsy, my "to-be-sister-in-law", swyt, my lawfully wedded text mate, and last but not least, bubbles, one of those rare people whom I share my feelings with. A couple of my classmates attended too...To be honest, I was very surprised. I didn't know what to say and I can't thank them enough for making me so special. I received two presents, actually 3! Two from bubbles and one from my "name twin", Ximna.

I had my farewell last night, was pretty awesome meeting with long time buds from kindergarten, family and relatives. I received awesome presents. Once again I can't tell them what it means to me to have received such special gifts. I earned loads of stuff when I was 18 and I got so many new experiences. It was amazing to be 18. And so, as someone reminded me on my birthday, the last 365 days as a teenager has begun...

Oh, and guys, I'll always be there for you...

Time to leave-End of 2008

Another year gone..It seems like only yesterday when I turned 18...and yet seems like my time here is already over, just 16 more days left...Guys I'm leaving to Nepal on the 16th of January for a fully paid medical scholar ship. Its gonna take me 8 long years to be back. I'm sorry to tell you that I might not be online for a month until I get settled. So lets see now....Year 2008...If I tell you nothing has changed and every things the same, I'd be lying to you straight in the face. Everything has changed...my beloved Maldives, the people, surroundings, friends and life...nothings the same. Well I guess they'll never be the same since I love experiencing new stuff huh...That enough for a review of 2008? C'mon guys, if I had t write details I'd have to write a book. Anyway I'll be back and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

The story of a bird...

Guys, within the past two days I've got two new friends. One is a Han's Macaw whom I named Archie. The other is a female Eclectus. I haven't named her yet. When first I saw the Eclectus last night, I noticed something. The other pet Eclectuses I've seen were always in a very bright mood. However, this one was kind'a stern looking with an unusual aura of darkness in its eyes which seemed very familiar to me. I asked the guy (who gave it to me) about its history. He said that it was left alone in his house and everyone who came in would always pick on it. He said it was alone in his house for 1 whole year since he now lives in Colombo. So he thought he'd give it to me. After a while I suddenly remembered its eyes and where I've seen it before. It was the eyes of a teenage boy I once knew...These birds need a lot of company and play time. Shes not that friendly and I don't blame her for biting half my finger off 'cause thats the result of being lonely. But I ain't gonna give up on this one. Like Archie, shes gonna be one of my best friends! Anyway, guys, why don't you help me name her?