Tuesday, February 16, 2010

200 & nine!

Another year, GONE! For all you Harry Potter fans that phrase may sound quiet familiar. Anyway, I apologise for keeping you in the dark, un-entertained. If I’d be searching for an excuse, it’d just be this one word, LIFE.

I never knew that when I took the first step towards something real in my life, I would have to make a lot of sacrifices. I don’t even remember how fast the year went. The only entities that I can re-call in a flash back of the gone year is a lot of tears when I buckled up to start walking towards the light, leaving my family and beloved ones behind…The new friends made, trust and loyalty, determination and disrespect, the countless mistakes and how I picked myself up…The happiness at the end of the year when I finally got a break to meet those who made me miss them so much. But that’s all behind me now. It’s a new year, a new dawn and already I find myself trying to find out as much as I can about myself and the end.

I strayed off my path last year and broke a few promises to heal the some opened wounds. Everyone is selfish. This world is selfish. That’s one thing I learned the hard way. It has always been difficult to expect the truth but honestly speaking, I can’t tell you how much I have changed. I can feel a difference. It’s either me or the world around me.

So in this new chapter of life, I’d like to start off with no promises. I’ll try my best to buy you guys sometime and thanks for coming back and the interest you show. That’s the only fuel that keeps my engines running.