IBMS - Is becoming my sorrow

Guys, I'm sorry I haven't been in touch for a long time. But if you must know, I have been busy with my final preparations for the board exams. I don't remember ever studying like this in my life. But, the good news is I'm coming home soon...I'll be back with you guys, really soon. Thats a promise...

Time for a change...

My dear readers, I'm sorry that I'm not able to keep in touch with you lately. I'm kinda busy with my first year final exam preparations. But I do have few stories to tell you more before this year comes to a close.
The harsh heat of the summer is drawing to an end as the Autumn sun waits to shine on the trees, making their leaves hazel and I'm waiting to see them fall lightly on the cold earth. I've done some winter shopping already as I won't have time once my exams start off.
I also think it's time for a change. As usual, my template designer is going to create something awesome 'cause I've got one excellent idea for a cool template. It's been stored in my imagination for a while, so I thought I'll share it with you guys...
I'd kindly request for some patience while I try to bring out the beauty of my favorite month for your pleasure. And by the way, if you read romantic novels and stories, you would know that this month is perfect for the new bloomings of love as well. I guess that sounded like your daily horoscope. Hehehe...Catch ya laiter...

My trip to Bhaktapur...

It was amazing how the ancient place reminded me of the days I sat in front of National Geography channel and wondered how amazing ancient China was. I had a great adventure to share with you guys...Here they are...Look at the art...It's amazing..My camera ain't working, so sorry for the bad pics. It's all I can manage for now. Hope you like them.

Last night…

Here’s something that really happened to me last night. No “guffs”, no story, but a piece of myself and my life…I actually don’t care whether you believe me or not!

They share a cigarette and I’m left out

‘Cause I don’t smoke

They share a beer and I’m left out

‘Cause I’m an odd bloke

Feeling lonely I just “wanna” go out

I feel sleepy then and there

Next thing I know I’m wide awake

I feel that my life ain’t fair

Next thing I know, I don’t wanna be a fake

I wanna be myself again O’ yeah!

I get dressed and welcome the moonless night

I walk out the gate and feel my freedom

I had an adventure, you won’t believe in light

I saw the three most amazing things seen seldom

I couldn’t believe my luck or what was in sight

A blue butterfly sitting on the ground

A white crow smelling a flower

And a red dragon fly that is rarely found

I didn’t know what to do in the next hour

So I just sat there without making a sound

Well the thing was, I was missing home badly because lately some of my friends here have started changing. So I kinda’ feel more homesick these days. Last night, I was so sleepy but they wanted to stay up and enjoy. When they felt sleepy, I felt wide awake. And you already know what I did. But I ain’t telling them who had the real fun ;) Our little secret :P

I came back after watching the sun rise..after they flew away…and wrote this!

Autumn Memories...


The last few days, I was in Kathmandu, the capital of Nepal. We got some time off our studies because of one of their festivals, Dashain. It's one of the two biggest festivals here, where they go to visit their relatives and get there blessings. I was with one of my friends and he took me around with him. Every house he visited, his uncles and aunts, cousin brothers and sisters would chat with him, laugh with him, hug him, give him a five or tell him that he'll be a great person in the near future. I enjoyed with his families alot, but it made me miss my family and home as well.

I wonder if I go back home things would be the same or different. I miss all te little scoldings of mom and dad, I miss pinching my little bro and teasing my little sis. I miss my friends, specially those who miss me the most.

The great thing with memories is that, whenever you're down or unhappy, those memories give you a warm hug and you suddenly smile and know that everything's gonna be alright. So before you leave someone, make sure every moment you spend with that person is memorable. Don't waste your time judging them, 'cause if you do, you want find time to love them and your wallet of happy memories will be empty...

Cut-out…

Reading books are good for health. You know why? ’Cause you find stuff like this inside them…

First experience

It’s your first time. As you lie back, your muscles tighten. He has had more experience but it’s the first time that his fingers had found the right place. He pokes deeply and you shiver your body tensely but he is gentle like he promised to be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him. He has done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry but he slowly takes his time wanting to cause you as little pain as possible.

As he presses closer, goes deeper, you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you and asks you if it’s too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and ask for him to go on. He begins going in and out within you but you are now too much numb to feel him within you, something bursting within you and he put it out of you. You lay panting glad to have it over. He looks at you and says that you have been his most stubborn yet. Most rewarding experience, you smile and thank your DENTIST. After all, it was your first time to have a teeth pulled out.

HEY! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING???!!!

I pulled this little “teeth” out of the annual magazine of my college “SIMRIK 10^th issue”. I thought of correcting the grammar, but if I did, it won’t be a cut-out right? And there was no author as well. Hope you liked it.

How to break a heart

Conceived in my heart, born in her eyes

Slid down my cheek, on her lip it dies

I held her close and hugged her tight

I whispered in her ear something just right

“Look up in the sky

If the little sparrows are flying

Then the person you love is loving you too…

Search the frozen garden

If a little red flower is blooming

Then the person you love is loving you too

Sit by the crystal lake

If you see your reflection smiling

Then the person you love is loving you too…”

I let her go, bid her goodbye

Please smile, please don’t cry

My love for you has always been true

I promise I’ll grow old with you

Two years passed and I came back to Rome

I went to see her and she wasn’t home

I searched for her from dusk till dawn

I searched for my love, where had she gone

Drenched in sweat, I needed to rest

Down by the oak tree, that’s where I sat

I longed to see her, ‘cause here’s where we met

“I’d wait for you”, that’s what she had said

I closed my eyes and thought of her

That’s when I heard some voices near

“My love for you has always been true,

I promise I’ll grow old with you”

With a joyous smile, I opened my eyes

With another man, she was standing by

He held her arms, kissed it tight

They walked away and I was lost in light

They say trust no girls, not even few

How to break a heart, I guess she knew

She broke my heart, not in two

Yet those pieces still silently cry…“I love you…”

Learning to let go…

This article is dedicated to someone who’s getting hurt by the people he love…Man, I may not be Mother Terresa to give you wise words of advise and I may not be William Shakepear to arrange my words in such a sequenc so that your heart falls upon it immediately…But this is something just for you from me…

Life is not always fair. There are ups and downs that we have to cope with. Nothing goes according to plan (if it did, you could have surprised me easily). We can only predict the weather, not the future. Everyday in our lives, people come and go. But the people who stay with us for a little longer becomes part of our lives. We share a part of our life with them. When the time comes for them to leave…we just don’t want to see them go away. We don’t want to miss them. We don’t want to feel lonely in their abscense. We fear that the next time we meet, things won’t be the same. Bottom line is we just don’t want to loose them. What we don’t realise is that everything happens for a reason.

Is it our mistake that we care for people too much? Is it our mistake that we love others unconditionally. Is it our mistake that we dedicate too much to the special relationships we have. Don’tbe confused, no, these aren’t mistakes. These are the things that really matter in life. If you care for someone, you have a reason to live, to love someone unconditionally is a great feeling and when you have a special bond, you have a reason to smile.

Please understand, you and me, we’re on the same boat. We didn’t ask for these things, but it happened. But when it happened we accepted it and now we’re afraid that this beautiful chapter of our life is going to be over.

Remember that day in the rexar you asked me “Do you believe in reincarnation?” and I didn’t answer at that time. My answer is No, I don’t believe in it. You already know why. Someone I really cared about died. I tried everything in my power to bring that person back from the dead. But she didn’t come back. Everyday is a pain seeing that person and knowing that she’s not the real her but someone else. She constantly keeps telling me that I’m the same person, but anyone can tell the difference between oil and water. I thought I new how to save a life and I stayed up all night…but she didn’t realize it…and I couldn’t do anything about it when she just got up and left…

You should never weep for those who don’t value your tears. You shouldn’t love someone thinking that you’ll be loved in return. You should be strong enough to let go of the thing you love the most because someday it’ll leave you. My life has taught me this much. But I don’t know why I still can’t see him hurt…that’s why I pretend that everythings alright and say “I’m always fine”…All I’m trying to be is strong. The sweet memories are always in our past. So we should be strong enough not to look back and regret things, but to look back, smile at the beautiful moments we had. It’s just the choices we make…

Tell me something, If you were in the midst of a war and you had 3 options, a sword, a shield and a medikit…but you could only choose one…Will you take the sword and choose to kill…? Will you take the shield and try to defend yourself…? Will you take the medikit to heal yourself when you’re injured…? Or will you take nothing because you can’t take all 3? The choice is yours.

Last stop: Katmandu
I satyed in katmandu with one of my best friends here in Nepal, Bishal Gurung...Well, Katmandu reminds me of male'...Anyway, had a great time here tooo....See ya after ma next exams or maybe even sooner ;)

Next stop: Chitwan
Chitwan is the home of one of my best buddies here Goofy a.k.a Sushan. It was a nice ride to Sauraha (to ride the elephants) in the horse cart, but coming back on one was a nightmare...ask me why ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NONS!!!

SUMMER VACATION COMES TO AN END...

Guys, it was a blast during my first summer vacation...Here's a recap of this vacation..Don't worry, u may not see me in the foto's but they speak for themselves..We'll visit the 3 places one at a time...

First stop: Nawalparasi
Its a beutiful village, where my good friend Krishna lives. My first thought about the place was..A pianted picture in real life!